BEFORE I SLEEP

Tired from the same old shit

Another tiresom day passes by

In the dark on my bed i sit

Before i sleep some thoughts come by

A horrified thought of DEATH

what if i die tonight?

It makes my fragile heart melt

With the thoughts i put up my fight

A second thought of what i did

the whole day-------- different?

Neh! The same old shit

For tommorow no settlement

Two opposites in nature i face

What i DO , what i want to DO

What I do steals away my grace

What i want to do never comes true

A final thought that puts me to sleep

a touch of thee a touch from thee

Love from a lover for a lover in need

That works like WITCHCRAFT and puts me to sleep

DR.ZAIN WRITTEN (churhyl)

LIBRA

The life of a man? Its always in a dilemma... yes it is.A choice has to be made on every nook of the stroll  that would take us to our destination.
We spend our whole life in the dispute whether to be good or to be bad.Its all about the heart , how it turns out in the end.There is a constant attraction and affection the heart has towards the GOOD and at the same time the EVIL has its own power and charisma.We remain confused throughout our lives about ourselves are we good? are we bad?
At times the good overcomes us and at time the evil captivates us.Our end depends on whether the weight of our good was heavier or the evil prevailed.The concept of balanced life is never there.
I hope our hearts have a change but in a positive way...less evil and more good.
Dr.ZAIN

GAMBLE

I like the way you play with words , she said as if she had been struck by serendipity out of the blue.
He smiled and answered , I don't play with words..... I GAMBLE.

THE SADDER THEY ARE THE HARDER THEY LAUGH...!

I have stumbled upon people who are very sad and broken from the inside out but they hide it very elegantly. Some of them hide it and replace the sighs and loud cries with a loud and echoing laughter. I have always wondered why?
And then I figured it out it's their way of burying their cries far and deep from the sight of those who would make them feel even miserable rather than making their pain fade away.People like these DO cry and sigh but in the form of laughter.The louder the laughter is , the sadder they are.

EMBRACE IT

What can I do with my sadness?I can't escape it and it's devastating.Eroding me from the inside. I'm afraid that a point will come when i won't be able to hide it anymore.I just wanna get rid of it...... somehow.

The thing about sadness... my dear! is that you can't get rid of it. But at the same time it has a beauty of it's own. Do you know what is that? Unlike anything in this world it's YOURS.Everything will eventually  betray you but... the sadness never leaves.Don't abandon the only thing that is yours.Embrace it... and let your madness mask your sadness.
Dr Zain

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AGE 20 , LIFE SEEMED TOO LONG.AS IF IT WERE A NEVER ENDING JOURNEY....JUST WANT TO DIE ALREADY.

LADY OF THE WINTER

Her appealing appearance and overwhelming beauty 

Her everlasting white skin and famous equity 

Her curative eyes and her mind sinister 

Sitting in a garden is a lady of winter 

Young lads come and praises her coiffure 

Her innocent glances---------implausible 

When they see her they cite some phrases 

Expressing love and their kindred feelings 

The cold mist and snowflakes are happy to see her 

Withered trees and bare sky are happy to have her 

Behind her lingers the shadows of others 

Who once looked at her but now are blur 

Finally the sun and summer has gathered 

Young lads vanished and snow flakes faded 

The deliberate summer murdered the winter 

Destroyed the garden and the lady of winter 

      Dr.Zain